turning pro and the war of art
We all seem to tend to avoid silence for any length of time by complicating our own lives and thoughts.
If you stop being aware, and present, and working, itll all fall away and youll be a shit head again.
Arts are a vehicle for developing human potential and realizing possibilities.
A discipline in an art gives structure to amorphous energy. Learn and apply this, then you can be taught that, and repeat again.
The worse the shit you share about yourself, the more people can relate because they too have felt those feelings and thoughts.
Things move in cycles, no matter how much you learn, you will find yourself at low points wondering whats happened and why you dont have a clue, balanced by other points where you cant believe you were unable to remember the way back out for some time.