People want to put off meditating and experimenting with forms of spirituality until they feel like they’re perfect and ready. They plan on being happy soon, after getting rid of some baggage first. But really you approach understanding yourself and the universe and your connection, not from the place where you think you are going to be, but from where you are right now. If you wait until you are ready and balanced to meditate(or whatever), then you’re never going to do it.