If you can find something to live for, whatever it is, it will get you through whatever situation is challenging you. Imagine using your experience to transform the world in a positive way to show people that, no matter what, you can find the strength to keep pushing forward.
Why don’t you kill yourself? What’s getting you out of bed? it doesn’t have to be some massively lofty goal, it can be something very simple and painfully obvious most of the time. It’s finding your connection to the world. Find that thing, and it will serve as the foundation through challenges and in facing your own weaknesses and fears.